The Stupid.

This post in random too. Not like I'm gonna get one of those fancy webby awards.

IfyouknowwhatI mean.

anyway, so type type type.

Something is up with me.

I have no idea what.

I'm super happy now. There's this huge grin thats stuck to my face since yesterday.

I think its the shopping. Or the fest.

And first sem is over! Like the results are out I mean. I'm yet to collect mine.

So I'm already 1/8th of a designer! Woohoo! :D

Mom was giving me some gyaan this morning. And she's like certified gyaan [lecture] give -er.

She said something about about me being stupid. And she's didn't sound like she was complaining. She was kinda like proud.

She said something like,

Beta, you only one life to do whatever you want. In 100 years nobody will remember the mistakes you made. So be stupid while you still have a chance. Cause if you're to busy trying to be the smart kid, you'll never be happy with yourself. And never make the same mistake twice. Make new mistakes everytime.

And for me, I'm with The Stupid. Stupid is someone who lives a regret free life. Smart may have the brains, but Stupid has the guts. and balls. Stupid see things for what they could be. Smart criticizes,

Stupid creates. :D

Please feed my fishes.

And ooooooooooh. Wishlist

Can I haz more views please?

Its time you've come out of cold.

3 days for mom's bday. mann. I'd thought Id get her something this time.
I'm always broke. This is so annoying.

I love mom. I know, I must have said that atleast 449675463943056562 times. But I can't help it.

Moms are so awesome. Where would the world be without mothers? I think I should say such stuff to mom more often. I don't remember the last time I hugged her.

Anyway, my weekend was pretty ok. Good actually. Considering I'm feeling fine now. Fine's a feeling right? Considering how bad, pathetic, depressed I was, almost a month ago. Funny how time changes things and people. And Adwiti, Sikka and Pritika, obviously I'm not gonna say this to your faces, guys. Just in case you happen to come across this post. I love you, you stupid blithering idiots, for making me fine :)

[Also Karthik, Rachit and Rashi. And probably the most important person ever, my brother. Harshit, dude, I know I'm a pathetic sister. But yaar, tu awesome hai.]

Okay, now that I think of it, so many people helped me be normal. Well, in short, I love you all. Don't wait for me to say this to your face, that'll never happen.

My earlier post are so -my-life's-over kinds. Shessh.

I'm so not like that.

I talk a lot. Some find it irritating, some, amusing.

I'm sorta a social butterfly.

I gossip a lot. I want to know everything , all the time.

I think I should really learn to meditate. I have no control over what I think. The other day, Richi and Kawal were helping me, to not think of anything. Its so fucking hard.

My mind keeps on having a conversation with itself. All thaw timee.

And you know. Richi said something, so true, I don't exactly remember the words, but it was something like, how we ruin our present by always thinking of the past or the future. How things were. How things will be. What about how things are?

Mindblowing observation, na?

I guess the breakup was kinda important. I value happiness now. And for all those who's lives are shady now, sun will shine soon :)

I saw Serendipity few hours ago. Its so AWWWWWWWW :)
Though i don't believe in favorites, but as far as romantic movies go, here's a list -

1. When Harry Met Sally. (Could there be a more perfect couple, EVER?)

2. Serendipity (I'm gonna buy a pair if black gloves this Christmas. haah)

3. The Proposal (Ryan Reynolds appears naked in a scene *_*)

4. P.s I love you

5. Sleepless In Seattle (Tom Hankssss <3)

Hardly 20 something days for the next year ^_^

I've gotta think of a resolution.

Off late I've been having too much chai. I think I'm growing up =)

I want breakfast in bed.

You. Hi.

I just got up. I hate Sundays man. I like Saturdays. Fridays are the best. The beginning of a weekend.
Did anyone like A Thousand Suns? such a let down. Its different but they've done so much better work before. And its December now =)

There's a chill in the air. As soon as I step out, the tip of my nose turns red and cold. I can feel the cold on my fingertips. Besides, its holiday season. Though technically, I have no holidays -___-

But everyone is so happy now. End of another year. Though this years was pretty eventful for me. Good stuff , bad stuff I dunno. But I've learnt a lot in this year, at least I've learnt how to go on with life, if not any major life changing lessons.

Ok. Imma gonna list stuff. 2010 for me -

1. I failed in preboards. I took at least FOUR retests from chemistry. :

2. I passed in boards, with exceeding expectations. Sachhii.

3. Quit smoking.

4. School was over. Forever.

12 years in a place, and suddenly boom. Khatum. I miss it :(

5. I turned 18.

6. We shifted into a new house.

7. I got rejected by NID, NIFT.

8. My best friend [FOR LIFE] moved to a different city.

* and most of my close friends too.

9. I got my nose peicered (well, that time it was a big deal :s)

10. I meet N.

* we finish.

11. I started with college.

12. I was ragged - made to do a pole dance.

13. I stole 350 bucks from my senior. (Don't ask, just don't)

14. I start blogging.

15. I discovered loneliness.

16. I rediscovered friendship.

17. Cry sitting next to brother on Diwali, while the sky blazes with fireworks.

18. I let of my stupid ego and got back my long lost friends.

19. I travel to Mumbai alone, lost my wallet on the way, got it back. Got lost at VT. Got rid of weird men at the subway.

20. I grew closer to Ma.

21. I discover Dating. Capital D.ating.

22. 7 shots down, talking to Dad, after the fresher's.

You're the judge.