But the thought refuses to pass. It stays..
..I stare at the ceiling, thinking about the number of graves I've dug myself; sloppy and poorly handled. There is a piece of my soul in every grave, and I think to myself how much I have in me, left to give. It’s funny, really…individually, how they almost mean nothing, just small messy holes with minuscule past regrets and failed attempts but then you stand outside of the box and get a nice aerial view, you realize you’re looking at an entire field of loss; loss in dignity, respect, love, life, knowledge, trust and mostly, people.
I wonder before I die, if I will be empty.
P.s- This is my first attempt writing about my feelings and emotions. *gulp*
Next post, getting back on the randomness and awkwardness of my life.
Next post, getting back on the randomness and awkwardness of my life.
P.p.s- I hate being sad. Good music can help me. Paaahleasee giveee.
I can.not. write my feelings out. EVER. :(
ReplyDeleteYou want new playlist? Even I want! How to share?
Its so difficult no?
ReplyDeleteplaylists here -
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http://8tracks.com/guilty/the-list
http://8tracks.com/solodolo5248/sing-me-to-sleep
8tracks is music heaven. Troll there and you shall find great music =D
They're too sugar sweet for my liking. D:
ReplyDeleteI don't have anymore :s
ReplyDeletebeautiful display image though. =]
Ok. Hi. Why you be sad and brooding? You is the random, stay the random. It is funner.
ReplyDeleteGood musics, I don't have. But please don't die. And for that, don't dig another grave. Ok. Bye.
Don't die. Eat choco pie.
WOW. Eat some Peaches. That would cheer you up.
ReplyDeleteAnd Did I tell you that your Display picture is Chic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cheers.=D
Ah. Loved the blog. Specially the blacky look.
ReplyDeleteAnd seriously dont write about sadness loved the random posts more.
Well you earned yourself a new reader.
Cheers
Well. well, we have a writer in a grave digger, here.
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:) here..there and everywhere.. amazing rants! Keep blogging.
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Aww. I really loved this post. So, you have an emotional side too eh? Haha, jokes, listen to Double Vision- 3OH!3, Jet Lag - Simple Plan :D
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PP- You be so nice, Whyyyyyy you be anon :(
ReplyDeleteWill eat choco pie and be funner now. okaythanksbyeenow
Hamza - Thanks for the award and the compliment :]
I wish it only took a few peaches to cheer me up.
Nia - Heyy. I loved your blog as well, will try and blogroll more often, if time permits.
Thanks, see you around =D
Holocaust Poet - Eeeh. But why does it sadness to make good writers :(
But thanks. :D
Ajay - thanks :)
Your name rings a bell, do I know your from somewhere? Highly uncertain though.
Asif - My emotional side is volcanic, I just keep it away from the blog. :p Will listen to the tracks soon.
Thanks for the award. :D
Yes, I had the exact thought. It was the marble floor!
ReplyDeleteSeriously though,I loved this, great writing
indeed. Something to possibly steal from or just pledgerize for sure :)
Crying With A Sense Of Human
Hah marble floors are something :D
ReplyDeleteBeautiful post, and so very true. It is very hard to lose someone you love, but it is something we all must face.
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